Tuesday, September 22, 2009

And again, i'm unsure.

Unsure if this is what happens everytime? You meet someone, they seem just like you, you share life's stories with them, you laugh with them, promise to be there when things get hard, cry for memories you just made, worry that they're fine, try to work past trivial things, and the big ones too, and just when you think you've found a friend in them,.....BOOM. They become complete strangers.
You forget what its like to laugh with them, you forget that odd feeling that you need to rush and tell them everything thats happening. You find yourself forgetting what your 'special' comfort zone felt like.
What exactly are you supposed to do when this happens? Stay there no matter what and give them a chance to change? Or turn around and never look back again?

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Life, has something new to give you every day.
Sometimes its good, sometimes its something you’ve waited for forever, sometimes its unexpected, sometimes its bad and most of the times its unpredictable.

Yes, you hop on to the roller coaster, that’s life, blindfolded. You’re terrified at first and hang on for dear life. Slowly, just as you loosen your hold there’s an unexpected bump that drags you downward, almost dropping you off, but not completely. And at the exact moment you’ve given up and accept you’re time has come or that you can’t hold on any longer, you suddenly feel like you’re being lifted upwards again. And yet again, you hope only to go through the exact same thing, only maybe this time, that phase of being stable lasts longer. Up’s and down’s. Happiness and sadness. Good and bad. Hope and disappointment.
Unfortunately for us, this never ends. Our journey continues until that final reel, where in the roller coaster stops working mid-way , leaving us with no chance of survival or in some cases, tests our will-power to hold on just when we think its all over, finishing off the one who had sweaty hands and didn’t hold on tightly enough.